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8/11/09 10:28 pm

LIVEJOURNAL CLOSED!
MOVED.
 
Current Mood: okay

7/22/09 09:20 pm

I suddenly thought of something.
Something i've always wanted to think about but kept forgetting.
Future.
I guess, what i'm going to do with me life is,
Study for now, and hope i make it to Uni.
I wanna get my degree and either continue studying or find a stable job that will earn me big bucks.
Next, i was thinking of moving to Finland when i'm older.
Who knows, i'll be able to.
Once i'm there, i doubt i would wanna come back.
The best place on earth. =)

And i kinda miss long hair.
I look like crap now.
 

7/20/09 09:12 pm



Look at how adorable this two are. =)

7/19/09 01:59 pm

I had a chance to give in to this so called love i once had with a boy,
And before i gave this chance, i actually could not be bothered with him at all.
He was always the last one on my mind.
However, i decided to give myself another chance to try this little thing called love.
I can say, yes there was someone in my mind at that point of time,
But merely a crush.

Those fell in love before.
You would know exactly which feeling is love, and which is not.
I don't expect you to believe me.
Coz you never did believe in me.
But just when everything is going great, it will be spoilt by little things. So little, it makes it stupid.

But i go with the flow.

And it shows a lot from your character now,
I'm not even 50% important to you.
Your attitude,
Its like i meant a brand new boy only that he looks exactly like you ,
But has a temper and attitude i never knew.

Be it, if it has to end over little things again.
Be it, if things get much better.

All i hope is ... nothing more.
But all i want.....

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7/17/09 08:35 am

First, i would like to say what i saw yesterday at my house.
There were two things though.
The first thing was, mommy wasted money on 2 cctvs to see who comes through the gate,
And who scratches her car.
Stupid right?
Fucking wasting money.
Nevermind.
The next thing i realised was,
A brand new white car. =DDDDD
Mommy just bought her maserati granturismo.
I'll upload the pictures soon.
The interior is red. OMG!
Fucking nice.
But too bad, mommy said ppl under 25 usually can't drive cars like these.
Unless illegally luh.
What kind of shit ass law is that sia.
But still, i love it. =D

And somehow, i'm starting to dread school, and work.
Sigh.
Laziness is coming back.

7/12/09 04:49 pm - Money makes the world go round. And makes stacy happy

Firstly, i would say,
Stacy lost 3kgs in a day.
I didn't sleep for more than 24hours.
And also, i did not eat.
Now, i'm having bad migraines i feel like dying.
I'm gonna try to keep my weight stable.
Can't afford to grow fat again.

Anyhoos, talked to mommy yesterday.
She bought her shop house for her Cafe already.
It will be specialized in Teas.
There will be pastries and other stuffs too la.
Will be ready around beginning of next year or end of this year, due to renovations.
She was thinking of making it 24 hours where at night is more for alcohol stuff.
Cool right?
HAHA!

But the bad thing is, mommy resigned already.

But is still helping out so that the company does not close down.
Coz if close, her cb boss no need to pay her, her share of the money already.

And we have concluded that, mommy would not be earning as much as last time.
Depression time!
Omg.
And she actually bought a Maserati already.
Claiming now cheaper so just buy. =.=
I'd rather she buy a BIGGER house.
And yes, i'll still be able to get my BMW but i think 2nd hand. =.=

SIGH SIGH SIGH.
I need to start studying to aim for my qualifications so that i will be able to earn at least mommy's previous pay.
IF NOT, i surely die.
 

7/12/09 02:11 pm - What am i to do with this hair =(


SHORT


SHORT WHEN TIED


EXTENSIONS
 
Some say, long hair nicer.
Some say, short hair nicer.
Some say, both ugly.
NABEI! THEN HOW LIKE THAT?!

Stacy stress.
When i let down my hair, it seems so ugly and so wrong.
When i tie up, i look like a freaking ah lian.
When i try to style, it can't stay.
Omg.

POLLS NOW! If you had chosen tied, please comment, to pin fringe or not to. MY DECISION IS IN YOUR HANDS READERS. HAHAHAHA
Poll #1428626 HAIR ENQUIRIES
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4

What hairstyle now??

View Answers

Cut back shorter to style
1 (25.0%)

Leave it as it is
1 (25.0%)

Extensions again
0 (0.0%)

Just tie and wait till it grows
0 (0.0%)

Go die
2 (50.0%)


7/8/09 01:53 pm

Seriously, i hate it when,
People dont do the work,
And yet choose the longest slides to present

7/7/09 08:05 pm

Mommy does not want to go Paris anymore due to H1N1.

KA NI NA!

So sad.
Now she's thinking of Hong Kong.
But i Hate hong kong.
shit luh.
But i wanna travel with friends.
I wanna go somewhere nice and not msia.
Stupid place.
Maybe Bangkok? =D
But have to see how.
Bloody H1N1.

And guess what,
Stacy is putting on MAJOR weight. =(
 

7/3/09 12:58 pm

Bring me up.
And the next thing,
You pushed me hard right onto the ground.
No matter how much she cries,
He doesn't care.
No matter how much she begged,
It's just annoying sounds.

Love can make someone feeling so bliss,

And it can also make someone feeling suicidal.

Now i'd like to ask,
Why fall in love?
She's sick and tired of tears rolling down these cheeks everyday..
 

7/2/09 05:08 pm

Tell me the truth that i am fat.
I would love you for the rest of my life.

I hate it when people tell me i'm not fat,
When the truth is, i'm like a flab shit walking around.
My arms are huge and flabby,
My thighs are like a hippo's,
My tummy looks like i'm 4months pregnant.
I love my brother coz he agrees that i'm fat.


Please tell me or agree with me i'm fat till i go under a major depression.
I need to lose weight.

Current Mood: depressed

6/30/09 08:29 pm


I want. This kind of warm love.

6/29/09 05:45 pm

Usually, Stacy would hate running.
Usually, Stacy would be lazy.
Usually, Stacy hates to perspire.
But now,
Perspiring never felt so great. (If you don't have make up on that is)
Running never felt so great as well.
I found a new way to keep on running and not think about exhaustion.
Stoning.
No i did not fall.
But stoning helped me run and not think about me not being able to breathe and exhaustion.
Power right.
I didn't run on Sat due to work and ytd due to family outing right after i woke up.
And Stacy actually ran 2.4km today.
I never felt so happy with myself.
I need to burn these fats coz i'm beginning to cry while looking at myself.
Maybe tmrw i'll run again if i'm awake.
If not another 2.4 on wednesday.

And seriously, running relieves stress too. =)

6/26/09 01:45 pm

I need to burn my fats and this is the second day running for 20minutes already.
I don't like to perspire when i go out but after running and perspiring a lot feels damn good.
HAHA!
Tmrw can't run coz i'll be exhausted from work.
Sunday maybe only.
Monday may be going to the zoo with classmates.
Tues can run, if i'm not lazy already. HAHA!
And seriously, FUCK E-LEARNING!
Burning my brain cells.
First is do worksheet with group.
Now do worksheet alone.
Worst thing, Faci is not here to save me. =.=
But anyhoos, don't have to go to school. =DDDD

Work tonight. And i'm not really looking forward to it though.
Haha.
I wanna buy van shoes online.
Custom made pink and black =D
But it'll cost US$70.
Hope mommy will agree.

And i asked cousin to buy for me Jagermiester from airport.
AND THEN I CAN MAKE MY VERY OWN JAGERBOMB! HEEHEEHEE

6/24/09 10:20 pm

I have to announce,
SCHOOL IS CLOSED TILL NEXT WED!
OMG!
HAHAH!
Due to some students having H1N1.
But, we still have to do work at home online. Sucky.
But at least i don't have to wake up early. HAHA.
Wanted to go dbl o tmrw.
But mommy #2 and Graciie no money =(
Nevermind. Me will just stay home. Maybe go shopping for shoe.
Watched transformers today after school with classmates.
The show was awesome luh! And very funny too.
Hhaha. ITS A MUST WATCH =D

Next show,
Harry potter, final destination, orphan. heehee.
And looking at my poll, maybe i should organize a house party.
But must see when i free. hahaha

Dance with me throughout the midnight light
 
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6/22/09 01:44 pm

Poll #1419289 Should Stacy have a house party?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: Friends, participants: 8

Should stacy open a house party for close friends?

Yes
5 (62.5%)

No
1 (12.5%)

Chalet party instead
3 (37.5%)


5/29/09 07:58 pm

The truth,
I really don't know what i want.
I wish i knew.
But i don't.
I'm all broken inside just thinking of what do i really want in life.
I hate to choose.
I hate making choices.
I DREAD it.
Now i'm just sitting here, thinking of what should i do next.
I failed my tp, that is one fucked up moment already.
And now this.
Now i would like to ask, why is there such thing as love?
Coz i really don't like it.
It makes me confuse, it makes me cry.
I wanna move on, but fuck.
I really do not know what to do right now.
School hols are here for 2 weeks.
I'm gonna make full use of it.
Usuals, bring me go clubbing.

I wanna leave this place,
And wish i will never look back again

5/20/09 08:41 am

To people i do not know,
STOP ADDING MY FUCKING JOURNAL.
Oh and btw,
Only chosen people can read my journal =D

5/18/09 01:47 pm

Weird ppl are adding my livejournal.
So, going private to only my friends. =)

5/17/09 04:50 pm

Watched Coming Soon at uncle's place today.
And i swear that damn woman's face is not going to leave my head empty.
Shit.
But it was quite funny throughout due to mommy's side of the family always screaming. Not scary become they make it scary. LOLS
And it was a dvd from msia so the subtitles was translated DIRECTLY! FUCKING FUNNY! 
The guys name was, Teach an elder brother. HAHAHAH! and the other one is Small.
Wtf man.
But overall, awesome movie, coz i can't forget it. DIE STACY DIE! Cannot sleep tonight.
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